Wow.. I can’t believe I’m 30 weeks pregnant now. 10 weeks left to go. I’m feeling the need to start getting our home ready for Ryan. It’s going to be interesting to see how this all comes together. I have been in Utah for a month now. Jeff is still in Las Vegas packing. Hopefully, I should have our stuff in 2 weeks or less, although, I am quite sure that I won’t be doing a whole lot of unpacking if Jeff is not here. It’s hard enough just finding time to clean. It has been tough being a single mom and pregnant and having to manage all the day to day stuff myself. Most days, I am okay, but there are some moments that push me over the edge.
The pregnancy has really gone well so far. Nothing major or scary has happened. Ryan seems to be progressing well and the doctor tell me he is perfect and we have nothing to worry about it. At the end of Febraury, he was measuring 3 weeks bigger, so they decided to start testing my sugar levels as they were afraid that I might have gestational diabetes. My sugar levels were normal, so they were not worried at all. Now, I only have to test my sugar levels every few days to make sure that they stay normal.
I just can’t believe in ten weeks or less, I am going to meet my son and be a mother of two. I’m excited to see him and touch him. I do think Kaylen will take to being a big sister well. I just know how amazed I was at the birth of Kaylen and I know that I will be amazed by Ryan. I just can’t wait to hold him and kiss him. I’m praying that he will be a full term baby. Having Kaylen in the NICU was heart wrenching to say the least. Besides health concerns, I need to get stuff ready for him and my husband needs to get a transfer here!